Monday, November 10, 2008

Looking Back and Forward at the same time

Back on 12-11-07 I made the following posting (Vision of Tomorrow)

That was 11 months ago. As we have passed the election, we know that half of it has come to pass. I don't wonder about much that I see in the future. I have started to become withdrawn, which I don't like the feeling of that.

Step smartly friends. Things are not as they seem and appearances are not as we wish them to be. I would suggest that you look forward with hope while bracing yourself for impact.

I would also be careful in your travels. The word Philadelphia sits very uncomfortable in me.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008


It has been months since I have posted here.
It is not for a lack of desire to tell you of things. Mind you, I am a reluctant in my discussions.

But what can I say to you? How can I awaken a sleeper? I watch over the majority and see how you have been lulled into a deep sleep of which you can not awaken from. I watch as an enemy moves not even casually between you and takes from you returning nothing. Poisions you offering more poision as medication for you aliments. I watch as you are proded to fight between one another so that you can not see what is truly being done to you.

I listen to you. Your messages of prosperity and abundance while the drought is decending upon you. I tremble for the thought of you who will starve and especially for those who are starving now without knowing it.

What do I say to you? You are content, happy, in love and joy with the tribulation which is about to befall you.

I grow content in knowing that you don't truly care about the events that are ready to besiege us. So, I prepare myself. I prepare myself for exodus from this land that I am now in and ready myself to move west into the lands that are flat and empty. There I shall find the shelter I need as I wait out the time. Then, when you ask how did I survive and I tell you that I was ready and left before the world rose and fell. You will become enraged and scorn me crying 'Why did you not warn us!' To which I can only say - 'I did. You were to dumb to hear and slept at the hour of watch. I tried to awaken you but you wouldn't stir. So I left.'

Now, my moment of silence will begin - for it is upon us - how great it is what will deluge the thoughts of man. The storm that will stop the hearts of men is upon us.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Silent Symptoms: Food Allergies

I am not a doctor, visit your doctor if you believe you might be suffering from a food allergy. What I am posting here is nothing more than my personal experiences.

Silent symptoms; that is the problem with a food allergy.

You eat something, a few minutes later, usually 15 - 20, your face feels a little warm. You might have a slight prickly sensation around your nose. Your eyes might even feel heavy. Mentally it feels like a heavy fog has just settled on your world. Perhaps you are getting agitated at the smallest things. Your muscles hurt (usually neck, shoulders, upper back) every morning when you get up. You have little energy. You feel like you are in a constant state of fatigue. People tell you that the world is a stressful place and that you might just be stressed out.

All the above a silent symptoms of a food allergy. A matter of not is that, those were my symptoms. I wasn't getting sick to my stomach. I wasn't breaking out in hives. No major external symptoms to warn me of the danger that was lurking. Until I went to the birthday party of a friends child.
I ate 4 hot-dogs that day, some cake. The hot-dog buns were made with whole grain wheat. I had a couple of beers. Not big deal, I can usually drink a six pack without feeling much. Then I had a couple of lemon drops (vodka and lemon juice). After I finished my second, something very very awkward happened to me. A very heavy fog was descending one me. I sat down, every once of energy that I had was gone, I was getting very very tired. I was also losing my vision.

What's the big deal you ask? You were stinking drunk! I would normally agree with you except for one thing. I was very alert of everything going on around me. I was talking to people about the way I felt. I asked for some milk. The milk could curdle the remaining alcohol in my stomach and I would vomit it up. I drank 2 glasses with no results. This made me even more concerned because if it was not alcohol, then what was happening to me?

I took me 2 days to recover from this ordeal and during those 2 days, I sought an answer.

My wife has recently realized she had a food allergy as she is now lactose intolerant. I looked down up food allergies and was presented with a list of symptoms. As I started to read into this list of symptoms, I noticed that people were commenting on 'being tired after eating' and 'always exhausted'.

I would eat 2 sandwiches for lunch and be ready for a 15 minute nap. If I would eat a larger meal, I could nap for 30 minutes. Yet, after I awoke, I still felt drained.

I kept reading, people were talking about 'foggy thinking' and 'can not hold a thought'. I knew that one first hand. 'Aching muscles', 'Difficulty breathing', 'itching face' and the list went on.

The food that was listed as the culprit for this crimes? Wheat.

Well, there was only one way to test this theory. Stop eating wheat all together (easier said than done).

When you first STOP, you come away from wheat, oats, barley and corn. No cereals, no muffins, no cookies, no cakes, no sandwiches, no onion rings (unless you remove the batter), you need to watch every thing you eat.

Here are things they DON'T TELL YOU ABOUT...
The first day I was off of wheat and everything else, it was a typical day. Day two I was hungry before lunch and the tuna salad (no bread) my daughter made for me didn't fill me up. Day three was the same way (same lunch also). Day four I ate my lunch (same as day two and three) by 10 am, went to lunch with co-workers and had a open-faced burrito. For of those who don't know. It is basically all the fixings, no wrap. One Saturday (day five), I was hungry, famished, felt like I had not eaten in days. The wheat products had been 'filling me up' but not giving me nutrition. Now that my body was relaxing from the shock it was going through, it wanted energy!
I also started taking phytonutrients to aid my body in recovery. I had read an article regarding phytoplankton and wanted to give it a try. Except I couldn't find the phytoplankton locally and didn't want to wait for a order to come from elsewhere. So, I purchased a container of powdered phytonutrients, a combination of grasses, fruits, vegetables and sea vegetables. I was mixing it in with apple juice and later cran-grape juice.

The results of getting off wheat?

Well, by day five, I was working in the yard and I didn't get tired. Something that has not happened in years. I slept soundly for multiple nights in a row, no muscle cramps in the morning, no stiff upper back, my focus has returned and one interesting thing occurred. I spent a entire day without my glasses on. I suffer from an astigmatism that I was told, because my prescription is very low, they tell me I have 'tired eyes'.

Food allergies have many symptoms that the medical community may mistake for something else. The fact remains, both the wheat and the milk are processed. They are altered from their original states. Once altered in this way are they really fit for human consumption? The FDA will tell you yes. Yet, we are starting to see the LONG TERM EFFECT of these alterations. Shame that the FDA doesn't wake up and see that the answer has become NO.

It is not that the foods are bad for us, the process which they go through is bad for us. Another food that is damaged and has harmful side effects is sugar. White, refined sugar. That is another argument for another day.

If you have any symptoms, you need to get yourself checked out. At best, stop eating wheat and dairy for 2 - 3 weeks. I challenge you! See if your health changes any.

Prior to the discovery of this food allergy, during the weeks leading up to it, one of my meditation session each day was 'relax, rest, rejuvenate'. I presume the universe brought the silent allergy to my attention because it is hard to relax and rest when you are eating things that are stressing your body out.
Now I can begin to reset and relax then hopefully rejuvenate.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Inside the Secret

I had previously explained a piece of how the Secret works. I hope to expand on that a little and make it easier for others to employ the power of the secret. Also, I want to point out what they didn't in the secret. How to get past blocks that are keeping you from receiving.

First, you need something that you want/need. This is the point of focus.

Next, you need to examine yourself. When you focus on this item, do you in anyway, shape or form believe that you DO NOT deserve this item? This is important, because you can feel it in many forms by doubt, fear and anxiety. Any feeling that has a negative notion tied to it means that you have something blocking you. You might also created a wall visually by making it difficult to invision this item.

These are all triggers/blocks that something exists in your subconscious programming that you or others have put there halting you progression.

If you have this, we must eliminate it. The first thing you need to do is identify it. Now, be alert here. When you hit this trigger or block and your eternally demand that it identifies itself, it will. Obviously, it is a trigger/block that you are in current agreement/acceptance with. So when it identifies itself it will be very very familiar and comfortable to you. Except, it will have a negative feel to it.

One example in my own life of this. I was always struggling with money. I for some reason could never seem to keep money around. No matter how much money I was making, I had nothing to show for. I was living in the appearance of 'Poor'. I fought long and hard against it using various techniques until one day the Universe pointed out that it was in me that my struggle should be turned, that I needed to find the source. So, I demanded it identify itself. A very short time later I was driving when I heard my mothers voice 'Ooooo, my poor little man, what is wrong?'. Being the comfort of my mothers voice, I ignored it and dismissed it to an old memory arising. I again later demanded that the block identify itself. Once again, a short time after I demanded of it I once again heard my mothers voice 'my poor little man' , and yes, once again I dismissed it because it was a comfortable voice and feeling. This went on for a few days until the Universe smacked me upside the head as I was complaining that I wasn't getting a response. I realized then that those comfortable words embedded in me from my mother were harming me. While she was trying to be loving and caring, she was programming me for poverty. I had to disagree with the expression and reprogram the memories for something new. The new memories became, 'my wealth little man!'

How do you disagree with something? Just like that, "I acknowledge your existance and disagree with you. You are no longer welcome here." Now, it is like pulling roots. Some are easy to pull out, while others require heavy equipment. If you have those that need heavy equipment it will just take time of meditation and disagreement. Then one day you will get the break through and realize the ground is now clear.

Now back to the first step. You focus on the object, it is clear and tactile in your mind. You agree that you are allowed to possess the item. You agree that you are allowed to have the item in your life. You agree on every aspect of the existance of whatever it is you are focused on. You agree that nothing can or will get in your way. You agree it is yours and you are done and you release it to the universe to deliver it. The universe will.

Now, you might meditate on this multiple times until you get that "it is done" feeling where you rest within the sense of accomplishment. All of a sudden, it is in your life and you look back thanking the universe for delivery of what you created.

Now, if you are a person that has issues receiving things, we need to get over that.

They only times that i am aware of "not receiving" are as follows.
1) If an individual has done things for you when you were not able to do for yourself and you are doing things for this indivdual (giving back to those who gave to you).
2) You are giving to someone who you know can not repay.

Aside from that, if someone is offering something to you, take it.

Now, one thing that also helps in receiving is giving. The way this works would be likened on to a cup. IF your cup is full, where is the new substance suppose to go? If you give away a percent, then you have room to receive. Yet, when you "give away" you need to be careful of where you are giving to. Because you are still "sowing" spiritually speaking.

Now, I understand that many name-it-and-claim-it teachings talk about "sowing a seed". So, let me straighten something out here. If you "sow seed" in a ground that is in want of minerals and water, what you reep is no harvest and a ground that is in want because you have sacrificed and gained nothing.
If you "sow seed" in to ground that you know right now is "barren" of growth, yet the rains are coming, the ground is good and fertile and you are using good seed. When the harvest comes, you will gain back.

What I am saying is: Don't haphazardly give your money away. Wealth gives to wealth because they know they will get wealth back. Wealth does not give to poverty because poverty devours the seed and returns nothing.

I hope that I have given you some more clues into how the great 'Secret' works. It really is an old concept, taught in many tomes, mystery schools and religions. If you know how to decode it out of the text.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

For you non-pagans out there

And for those of you uberChristians out there, please make sure that you do not give out any valentine gifts, especially to women!

If you do, you are guilty of practicing an ancient pagan ritual in which you present the representation of the Goddess Venus/Aphroditie with a gift so that she will give you the gift of love (or sex).

For those of you that are Pagans and don't care. Happy Valentines Day!

Spirituality and Religion Part 3 (The Mystery)

In the mystery schools of old people were categorized into one of 4 categories.

1) The Non-initiate. Your average every day Joe that goes through life not realizing that there are some things bigger than him/herself and is happy with the daily grind. He is told the basic story hoping that he will eventually move past it.
2) The Initiate. One who sees through the basic story realizing that there is something more. He is brought into the fold and the lessons begin to teach him on the higher things of the universe (or God).
3) The Psychic. One who has mastered the teachings at the initiate level and is working through the final lessons that give them the highest level of power.
4) The Pneumatic. Those who had master the teachings of the psychic and are now highly spiritual. Pneuma = Spiritual, Pneumatology is the study of spiritual beings and phenomena, especially the interactions between humans and God. Pneuma (πνευμα) is Greek for "breath", which metaphorically describes a non-material being or influence.

When Constantine the Great established Christianity as the "Religion of Rome", he aided in the de-establishment of the mystery schools that had up until that point been going strong. As a matter of fact, the Constantine was not baptized until his death bed so that he may continue doing his pagan activities and live his violent lifestyle.

Slowly, the mystery schools started to disappear as other emperors who took one faith more seriously than another alone with the political pressure of those who were dominate in the day.

What was the mystery? What was it that one religious system was placing so much energy and force into that could shake foundations? Why is it that historians of the time period stated that Christianity mirrored pagan beliefs? Why do modern church scholars and historians go to great pains to produce smoke in mirrors when it comes down to the history of the world. Why did the church hold on to the Dead Sea Scrolls for as long as they did until an uproar forced them to release it?

The mystery is quite simple. As a matter of fact, the mystery is a allegorical story told so that those who understood (those who had eyes could see and hears could hear) and those who were blind and deaf would not get what was being discussed.
Why do you speak in parable? Why do we speak in allegories?
Why is the bible not historically accurate?
Why does it appear that two gods are being worshipped? One in the old testament and a new one in the new testament?
Was there a Mystery School for Jehovah and a Mystery School for the 'One' God?

Is the birth, life, death and ressurection of Jesus an allegorical tale similar to the initiation rites of a Mystery school of Mithra or Dionysius?

Jesus is also a greek word that happens to have an intersting history and if you could see an 1611 bible page of Luke 1, you would be astonished that the word "Zeus" is being used when attached to "I" (J didn't enter the language until 1532 and added to Bibles until 1630). So, in Luke 1 we see Iesus in Luke 1:1 and Elizeus in 1:27. If they (the greeks) were doing a direct translation of a name, they would not have been saying "Son of Zeus", they would be saying something like Yeshua, Yahshua or Yahoshua.

Now we start to run into a problem. What honestly was occuring in the first 4 books of the new testament? Are we dealing with an allegorical initiate teaching from 4 different mystery schools of the same mystery a occurance that is possible seeing that there are variations of books found often in different locations such as Nag Hammadi and the Dead Sea Scrolls.

Another question that appears, is that why you can seperate off the remaining books of the new testament form the 'gospels' and they appear to be an entirely seperate set of books with an entirely different set of teachings.

Perhaps, we have 3 tomes or more that have been stapled together to be sold to the mass populace as being a single manual or tome in which a religion was built from and the mysteries that they were taken from diminished.

What was that mystery?

No matter what face of god or goddess you serve - they are all a reflection of the 'one' creator. The universal being, the 'ONE' without a name who shaped all things. Also, that this ONE is the beginning of all things and the end of all things. Is in all things and all things are in the ONE. That it permeates everything and everything is a representation of it. In the end, if everything is part of the ONE and the ONE is everything. Now does Psalms 82 make sense, that would mean that everything is the ONE GOD and the ONE GOD is everything. Hence the end of the mystery and the beginning on the initiate.

Psalms 82 (1 - 8): God presides in the great assembly; he gives judgment among the "gods": "How long will you defend the unjust and show partiality to the wicked? Selah
Defend the cause of the weak and fatherless; maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed.
Rescue the weak and needy; deliver them from the hand of the wicked.
"They know nothing, they understand nothing. They walk about in darkness; all the foundations of the earth are shaken. "I said, 'You are "gods"; you are all sons of the Most High.' But you will die like mere men; you will fall like every other ruler." Rise up, O God, judge the earth, for all the nations are your inheritance.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Global warming any one?

China records coldest winter on record for 100 years.

Blame Bush, blame CO2 emissions, Blame the Chinese for over-populating and being one of the worse polluters in the world.

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